Visitors

I felt a warm lips on my forehead, opened my eyes, it was izzyboo.

" mom," she said.

I smiled at her, then said " good morning, baby," turned my head toward craig's cell, picked it up, activated the phone. It was about 6:55am . Without me noticing, she was gone. I felt back to sleep, at least half asleep.

Heard her in the laundry room, went through some stuffs.

A broom!

She was looking for a broom. Couple seconds later she was in the living, sweeping the floor , singing " cleaning cleaning, cleaning cleaning, Troy is coming, Gabriella is coming, Barney, baby Bop n BJ toooo .."

I heard her, I just couldn't stop smiling but I m still pretend to sleep. About 5 mins, she walked in to our room, sat herself down on the floor, breathing heavily, straighten her legs, then said silently, "sit hear and wait for everybody, waiting, waiting..."

Oh gosh, that just made my whole day. The only picture I saw was snow white in the little drawfs' cabin

Big smile from the mommy n the daddy!

At yogurtland!

NO Yogurt but Gummy Bears

Home!

She color her skirt

At ENT

Stole my hat!

I have to say , "it's to cute!"

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Dude

July 4th, 2011 : 11:00pm

As every night, Iz would talk and say goodnite to God. Tonight, I am a little tired and I really want her to go to sleep as soon as possible so that I can finish my job.

Walked in to her room, laid next to her and I asked, " have u said nite nite to God?"

" Nite nite dude!" as saying it, she looked up , then giggled

" Who are u saying goodnite too?" I asked.

" God, dude," she just won't stop laughing and giggling. I stop her told her to be respectful to god.

" u think god is ur friend." I said

" yes mama, god , izzyboo's friend!"

Again she giggled!

Below are iz's july4th pics:

2PM at home!

Love the ball.. I meant I love the ball..NOt her.. LOL!

CBS Studio! 5PM

Making her own skirt, she picked the colors.. decided when to dye..
it's turned out rainbow colors. No planning a head!

CBS Studio, Stages~

Making Plane and test flied it!

executive cart!

Totally dancing with a stranger. Too COOL!

Have no idea what the heck was that...

Izzyboo watching fireworks real time...

My daughter, Isabeau!

Sitting on the beach, watching the curving waves,listening to the symphony of the waves,
Smelling the salted water when the wind blows, and feeling the magical warmth of the sun.

I looked around, seeing some kids playing in the water, some kids walking on the rocks. I wonder.. I wonder how many of these kids went through what Iz went through. May be worse? May be half of it?May be none?

Is that important? Nah! What important is she is alive, she is here, and she is happy. I don't know what the future is for her but who does. Life is very unpredictable and all I know is to provide her what I can and what I have which is L.O.V.E and T.I.M.E.

I turned to her, She was sitting in the edge of the blanket, feet on the sands, the sands between her toes, playing with her beach toys, digging and dumping sands. Looking at beautiful face, it brought tears to my eyes.

"Mommy, come sit next to izzyboo." she turned to me and saw me tears. She immediately stood up, walked to me, gave me a hug , a kiss and asked, "Are you ok, mommy?"

"I am ok, boo! Mommy loves seeing you around and love you for who you are.Just remember, you are Isabeau and be Isabeau. Never ever forget who you r and where you are from. Most importantly, never give up in things that you believe in.."

"Mom, play with Izzyboo." she interrupted me. I smiled and said, "Go,Go,Go!"

We played for a while, then I laid down, facing the sky, all I could think of was "My daughter is the loveliest gift from God!"

"Ha Ha I got you!"

Another Friday, another therapy's day. Appointment was at 5pm, got to the hospital at about 4:41pm. As usual we would take our time to the therapy's floor.

Stop by the second floor ,walked by the CTICU . Usually we would see parents outside the ICU but today we saw 4 people with hawaii theme outfit and a trolly full of playdohs. A woman saw Iz , obviously she saw her scar and she asked" would you like to have the playdohs?" izzyboo just smiled, that lady handed me a package of 24 playdols. Super nice and it reminded me so much about the past three years.

Got to the therapy floor at about 5pm, the OT walked out , greeted IZ. She took Iz to the gym , then to another sit down activities' room for the last half of the session. 15 mins before the session ended, the OT came to the waiting room to get me. Walked in to the room, I saw Iz sat in front of a toy which is to use to test her two hand coordination skill. The OT didn't look too impress with Iz's skill, she said miss Izzyboo didn't seems to know what to do even tho after she demonstrated to her.

I sat next to Iz, all I need to say was, " show her or No HSM, No Glee, No Barney" she looked at me , she turned back to the toys, did exactly what need to be done, turned to look at the OT and she smiled. The smile seems to tell her, " Ha Ha I got you,"

I looked at the OT, waited for more comments and she said, " Nevermind!"

Iz is such a "B"!!

Her Happy Morning! 

On her way to school!

Swimming with Miss Allison

Swimming Mr. Jeff!

Got to see Lindsay again for the first time after 3 months! 

Playdohs from the Hospital!

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Footsteps

3:00am :07:01:11

I was awakes since 3am for my work. Love waking up in the morning, love to smell the fresh air, the green, to feel the rhythm of the moving plants. Just reminded me so much of my old house, my school, my books, my friends and my family.

After couple minutes of enjoying the morning , sat myself now in front of the computer, pulled all the files I need for the project.. suddenly I heard footsteps coming my way. I thought, " Oh NO!, Not again?!"

Couple seconds later, a very smily face, walked towards me. It was the little monster who always wake up happy.. Just love the smiley face!

" Why are you up so early, baby boo?" I asked her with my welcome hands.

" Mommy work, izzyboo sit next to mommy, izzyboo use iPad," she replied without answering my question. I thought it was pretty cute when she first said that 3 days ago but dude it's been three days, she sat next to me playing with her iPad until I m done with my work.

Coz, I felt bad after 20 mins, turned my computer into a sleep mode, I turned to her..

" let's go sleep , baby girl,"

"Ok, sleep with my iPad too," she said that as we were walking out. I turned off the light behind me. Another not productive but loving night!

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